This week I had an unexpected, brief encounter with a beautiful man from my past. Our relationship had been a rollercoaster, making me joyful and dizzy in equal measure. When I got off, I could barely walk straight (!). In short, he turned my world upside down.
When we came together a few days ago, he spanked my big fat ass with a leather crop. He talked dirty. He did filthy things I didn’t even know I needed. He made me laugh. He made me shout. He was glorious. We were perfect.
After the uproar, I held up a high-five hand. He said he didn’t high-five. I held out my fist. No fist-bumping either, he said. So what do you do? I asked him.
He grabbed my hand and kissed it, holding his lips to my skin long and hard and hot. THIS was something new.
I just melted. Because the dirty secret is that I love him. Always have. Isn’t life grand?
Jesse

